Monday, January 2, 2012

A Year Ago Today

What a difference a year makes...

A year ago today, after an IVF procedure that seemed to be picture perfect, we heard the most wonderful words we'd ever been told... "You're pregnant!"

We never imagined that one year later we would be embarking on our second IVF journey. I'm due to start my period on Wednesday and that will trigger the start of our cycle. I'm excited about starting again and the hope that it brings but I have mixed emotions especially because of the timing. I know they're just dates but you girls know that dates are linked closely to our emotions. This whole IVF cycle will cover the same dates that we were pregnant last year.

I'm sure that there will be days where this will be overwhelming but we feel that we're making the right decision. We can't change what has happened but at the same time, that baby will forever be a part of our lives. Miss Conception put it best when she said she hoped to meet her twins (Michael & Alena) sibling soon. That has stuck with me and helped me as we're moving forward. Our baby's sibling is out there and we're hoping to hold them soon.

I know there are alot of you ladies out there who will be cycling with us and I wish you all the best of luck. If I have one piece of advice after going through this once it would be to enjoy every single minute of it that you can. It's an emotional journey but it is wonderful and beautiful. I'm excited to have the opportunity to be doing it again and what the future might hold.

So thankful to have all of you by my side, and as close as my computer, this time around. In the few short months that I've been blogging, I can't put into words how special and helpful it is for me. I never imagined that I would feel so close to people that I've never met and that live states or even countries away from me.

Looking forward to your continued support and friendship and hoping that I can be there for alot of you as well. Here's to great things to come in 2012!!


  1. I'm praying for you. May this cycle end in joy!

  2. Good luck friend. I am glad that my words and thoughts have helped you in some way.
    I just wish I could be going through it with you. That is my regret...I hate putting off happiness.
    We're here no matter what.

  3. Wishing you all the best of luck this month. I hope this cycle ends in a takehome baby for you. xoxo

  4. Hoping you get your take home baby this cycle! I know how hard it is to cope with a loss and although time helps you move onward - it doesn't take the pain completely away. You will always love your baby you lost.

  5. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping so hard everything goes perfectly. I am so happy you are my friend.

  6. Best wishes! Hopefully this time around will bring you your happily ever after!

  7. Everything crossed lady! Good luck!

  8. My thoughts and prayers are with you every step of the way. Just know that your little angel up there is guiding you along this path too....